Feb 10 2008

2008 chinese new year…

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"gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya gong xi gong xi gong xi ni…"

time flies…just in a blink of eyes,it’s already the 5th day of chinese new year…tomorrow is time to back to school…duh…but today will be an interesting day coz later i’ll go to watch cj7 and kung fu dunk with my friends…hahaxx…so excited man,this is the first time going out with guys…only guys and i’m the only gal…lol…how exciting it will be…hahaxx…

the past few days were really wonderful!!! my niece from Dubai,she’s an eurasian…and her family(my cousins) came back to tampin,malaysia…we had a woderful time playing together…she is sooooo cute…n she could sing ‘yue liang dai biao wo de xin’ too…how clever is she…hahaxx…n my nephew from kl also came back,he’s also cute…i love them soooo much…kisses for them…muuuuaasskssss…

yesterday some funny guys visited my hs,thanks to them,added spices to my 2008 chinese new year…especially the big head one…i jz found out that his laughter will make ppl laugh,it’s really disgusting…hahaha…=D

then,i went to ‘bai nian’ with my friends,get one big angpau..hahaxx…so happy…=)but since i’m already 19 this year…angpaus are getting lesser and lesser…=( Anyway,i still enjoy my new year very much…

in a nutshell,this chinese new year is kinda special to me because some part inside of me have changed,i feel that myself is a ‘new leaf’ now…new year,new hope,new target to achive,new things to be done,new knowledge to pursue,everything is new and i’ll live a prosperous new year without wasting a second of it…

let’s start something NEW!!!happy chinese new year…^_^

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Oct 28 2007

合一的敬拜

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词:颜再盛/谢韵姿

曲:颜再盛

当我睁开眼  看见大太阳

我知道  你恩典围绕我

每当下起雨  心情不好时

你的爱常滋润我

遇到挫折时  面对大患难

当情绪  低落到不行时

但你牵着我  一步一脚印

带领我越过死阴幽谷

Chorus

让我们合一的敬拜 

卸下一切的重担  来到你面前

纵然生命中充满起起落落

但你始终不改变

让我们同心的赞美

卸下一切的忧虑  全心仰望你

虽然生命中遇到狂风暴雨

我仍然要跟随你  用我一生敬拜你

Bridge:

我要张开口  举起手  高举你的名

因你的看顾带领和保守

我全然  交托于你

this is the song wrote by tsai sheng,sang by me,celia,yin yin and calvin….accompanied by david,the bass;steven,the drummer;tsai sheng,the pianist and john,the acoustic guitarist….

so happy that we won the competition with this song and get into the final….the final will be at 8th of december…looking forward to it so much…lol…hope that our song can be chosen to be recorded in the album that the church will produce…may all the glory be unto the Lord…

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Jun 23 2007

enjoying…love is in the air…

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*wink*haha…enjoying my relationship with him now!!nice!! I like that feel!! I really do…

Although we are not couple(lovers) but I like the way he treats me now n the way we communicate or in other word,connect to each other,very cozy and i really enjoy it…Maybe this is the best meant for me n i actually think it is! It may not b ended up the same if he accepted my confession that time.If he did accept,maybe our relationship now will end up like his n his ex-gf,still friends but not as close as i wish to b(like me n him now..)

And now,I’ve understood and learned clearly n deeply that God always prepare the best for me.He knows when is the right time..He knows what I really need at every single moment and He supplys.I love Him,muakssssssss…..because He never leaves me,always there,always there beside me,leading me out of my darkness.He really is making a way for me,n it’s the best way!Thank You,Lord!I’ll treasure the relationship which You’ve blessed me with.I’ll love(not only boy-girl’s love) him with all of my heart.

Lord,help me to be sensitive enough about his problems or difficulties that he’s facing or he’ll b facing ahead in his life and give him my hand whenever he needs help.Lord,make me his angel,the one that can always be at his side no matter what happens even if I’m not the one meant for him or we’ll never end up as couple.i’m willing to do so for him…

Lord,I really pray that You will take good care and look after him like You always do for me.Secure him and guide his life ahead.Show him thy way You want him to choose or to go for.Also,take away all his worries and bless him with a joyful life.Besides,oh merciful Lord,prepare the right one for him who can accompany him n walk with him together in the light of You,serving You.Thank You for listening to my prayer,Lord.In Jesus name I pray,Amen.

**>>Loving someone is not just wanting to b with him or to date with him,hanging out with him,doing some romantic stuffs like all the movie’s couple do..it’s more than that.if u truly love someone,u’ll b willing to do many things for him,willing to sacrifice ur money n ur time for him,respect him/her.U’ll not ask him/her to do something that he dun like or will make him feel uncomfortable,n when u c him happy,u’ll feel happy n satisfy too…tat’s part of true love.<<**

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Jun 11 2007

如果你开口,我会留下。。。

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现在的心情笔墨难以形容,好复杂。。。为什么?为什么我就是那么没有用,为什么就是无法彻底将他忘了?为什么一看到他就会心动?为什么他说的每句话都让我无法忘怀?就算是简单的一句问候语也会让我感觉甜甜的。。。为什么??为什么要有爱情??为什么人会为异性动心,动情??要是他对我没感觉,为什么还对我那么好?我宁愿他冷落我,我还会好过些。。。神啊,若他是你为我安排的就有你亲自带领吧。。。

很喜欢张惠妹的一首歌—听海。。。现在的心情,无论是这首歌的旋律或歌词都非常合适。。。

写信告诉我今天海是什么颜色
夜夜陪著你的海心情又如何
灰色是不想说蓝色是忧郁
而漂泊的你狂浪的心停在哪里

写信告诉我今夜你想要梦什么
梦里外的我是否都让你无从选择
我揪著一颗心整夜都闭不了眼睛
为何你明明动了情却不敢靠近

听海哭的声音叹惜著谁又被伤了心
却还不清醒
一定不是我至少我很冷静
可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信

听海哭的声音这片海未免也太多情
悲泣到天明
写封信给我就当最后约定
说你在离开我的时候是怎样的心情

“希望有天我不说,你也能明白我的心情。”

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May 29 2007

累了。。。

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是否曾经试过很想,很渴望得到某样东西?虽然清楚知道得到的机会并不大,但依然渴望得到呢??那种感觉,你们有过吗?也许我当时就是太执着所以如今才会精疲力歇,对任何事物都失去了希望,失去了想去争取的那股力量。。。累了。。。彻底的垮了。。。

曾经,我在朋友眼中是个很勇敢的女生,也许现在他们也这么认为,但只有我自己最清楚,最了解,我累了。。。他们对我说,很少女生会有向我那样的勇气。老实说,从以前到现在,我都不知道他们是在称赞我还是在讥笑我,讽刺我。。。我曾在忙碌的生活中停留片刻,仔细回头看看以往所做的一切,认真想想以前所走过的一切,但令我感到失望及伤心的是,我发现自己都在为当初所做出的一切深感后悔,甚至有时还会笑自己曾经所做过的一切。。。人往往会在事发时说:“我绝对不会为我所做的而感后悔的,我清楚我的感受!”。。。这就是我在那时对自己也对身边的人所说的,但结果我还是做错了,后悔了。。。勇敢?还是没三思的白痴啊?深感庆幸的是我和他的关系,没被我愚蠢的行为而破坏,这我还得谢谢他,谢谢他原谅我的无知,依然把我当好友对待,在我需要时,仍愿意聆听我的倾诉。。。。但,心里的伤痕是很难复原了的,就算复原了,仍然会有疤痕。。。所以,朋友们,我不再是以前那勇敢的女生,我不敢再那么疯狂的踏出第一步,也不会再像以前那样敢做敢当,敢爱敢恨了。。。老实说要我再为某男生动心也是件很困难的事了。。也不敢奢望得到别人的爱戴,因我真的累了。。。

一些外来的因素也使我不敢再为我自己所做的一切有任何盼望。学业,爱情,友情,家庭都一样,我都不敢再有所期待。有人曾如此告诉我:“期望越大,失望就越大!”这是事实,我经历了,所以我可以肯定!

我累了。。。

现在能做的就是完完全全的交托于那自有拥有,无所不知,无所不能,无所不在,无始无终的上帝。但愿我能从他那儿支取到我现在所需的力量。。。

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May 20 2007

a wonderful weekend…

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What a wonderful weekend i spent in Port Dickson!!I juz hope that i could get another chance to stay in the water chalet of PD Avillion beach resort…the view from the chalet was breathtaking..

Yesterday,my uncle celebrated his 60th birthday at PD Temasik beach…those who invited to the party gt a chance to stay n enjoy our weekend in Avillion beach resort which is really a beatiful n high-classed resort…with all my cousins,we stayed in a water chalets which is built on the sea…After checking in,me n my cousins went for a stroll by the sea,we took some photos there n we even snapped some photos of cuttie little crabs..

At night,we have a buffet party at the seaside,this was my first time attending a birthday party held by the sea and was my first time attending a party with my SLIPPERS…haha…it was really fun n the party was fantastic!!Talking bout the food served during the party…oh man,that was the greatest thing!!!it was really sumptuous,delicious n finger licking good!!N the most interesting thing was I got a chance to play with my niece–Zoe(3 years old) who is an Eurasian.I seldom have chance to meet her since she’s living abroad…besides,i also met my cousin’s boyfriend Bruce from Sydney,Australia…n i wish that my cousin will marry him n build a happy family like her sister(Zoe’s mum) did…May God guide them n bless their relationship…

On top of that, i was shocked and excited to find out that the singing band who performed during my uncle’s birthday was the band performing in Pulau Redang Berjaya Resort whom i met during my last vocation in Pulau Redang..their voice…one word–AMAZING,especially the coryphaeus!!i love them!!!they sang english oldies,two chinese songs—"tian mi mi" n "yue liang dai biao wo de xin" n a hokkien song.I enjoyed their music…^_^

Wonderful time always flies ,we need to check out since there will b another programme held in the resort n they need our room for that.We left the resort reluctantly…

I enjoyed my weekend…Thanks for my Dua Kin(auntie)n my Dua Gu(uncle)n I wish tat my uncle will accept Jesus Christ as his personal saviour one day because from his speech during the party,i can feel that he needs the Lord…those who read tis post n happens to b a christian,plz pray for my uncle,thanx…May God bless each n every one of us…Emmanuel!

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May 07 2007

Ichi Rittoru no Namida…nice n touching!!

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jz finished watching a touching,nice n encouraging Japanese series last week,ONE LITRE OF TEARS…bt i think my tears were more than tat when i watched the movie.lol…The movie is a true story,made based on a girl’s diary who suffered from a cruel disease when she was only 15,where her cerebellum(brain) cells will die off slowly,causes her unable to move,walk,write,speak,eat eventually…and there is no treatment or cure for the disease…

The movie shows how an active,beautiful,intelligent,kind teenage girl fighting with the disease,wondering why is she who gt the disease while her friends can do watever they like,watever there want and can study in normal school..most of all,they can enjoy dating with the boy they like but not her…

The boy she has a crush since she is first year in secondary school dumps her when he knows that she has the wierd disease…and then,a better guy comes out,here’s the interesting part,NISHIKIDO RYO(kawaii!!^o~) acts as the girl classmate who cares about her so much and finds out that he had fallen in love with her..he always be at her side,give her strength when she is depressed,makes her happy by bringing her to many interesting places even when she has to use a wheel chair to move…want to know what happen between them,watch the movie!!

Besides the boy-girl relationship,the movie also shows strong family bond among the girl,Aya’s family members..How they support her when they find out she is sick really touched me…Aya loves to write,even when her disease reach the state tat causes her hand unable to do so,she still writes diaries,she says tat she must write because it is the only thing she can still do and she want to jot down what’s her feeling at every moment so tat she will not forgot how she felt every moment suffering from the disease.Her diaries and her words help many people either those who had lost their hope to live on or those who suffering from the same disease with her, to get up and continue to move on their lives with determination like her.

Ichi Rittoru no Namida(ONE LITRE OF TEARS) is really a good movie,if u have time for movies,make this series your first choice!!you will never regret!!^.~

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Apr 16 2007

dear friends,i really miss you all…

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after finished watching an interesting japanese series about secondary school life,it made me starting to flash back bout my own secondary school time which i really miss a lot…secondary school time really are interesting n memorable…learning,playing,going for trips with all nice n cute friends, i really treasure those moment…

my classmates whom i will never forget…diana,kelly,qiao bin,su yin,iu lung,brian,thanu,kanchana,michelle,my bst friends min wen,mey wern,wei ying and chih wan;david,hanis,syarmin,chin kiat,syahfiqah,izyan,ikwan,li yi,jia chee,chai yee;the bst drumer,syahm;saha,the handsome one,hari;yaacob,khairul,n the most talkative one,naveen;the hunky one fr PJ,marc;our class monitor since form one,aravin;n the most intelligent one,shevin;susendran,and sankaran…how r u al??where r u all now?i never heard of some of u after getting SPM result,miss u all very much,miss 5 intelek n those time we spent together..do u all still remember me,i have no idea…but i do remember all of 2007 5 intelek members coz without one of u,there will not b 5 intelek!!

i  dun think tat all of u will read or even saw my blog,but i jz wish tat those who r shortlisted in tis post n had read tis post,send me a msg….

jz pray tat all of u will b in the bst of health and may God bless u in all ur future undertakings….

hope to hear from u all n looking forward to our class reunion…^^

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Apr 11 2007

a story tat touches my heart…

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The Mysterious Flu

It’s a Wednesday night and you are at a church prayer meeting when somebody runs in from the parking lot and says, "Turn on a radio, turn on a radio."

And while the church listens to a little transistor radio with a microphone stuck close to it, the announcement is made, "Two women are lying in a Long Island hospital dying from a mystery flu."

Within hours it seems, this thing just sweeps across the country. People are working around the clock trying to find an antidote. Nothing is working. California, Oregon, Arizona, Florida, Massachusetts. It’s as though it’s just sweeping in from the borders.

And then, all of a sudden the news comes Out that the code has been broken. A cure can be found. A vaccine can be made. It’s going to take the blood of somebody who hasn’t been infected, and so, sure enough, all through the world, through all those channels of emergency broadcasting, everyone is asked to do one simple thing: Go to your downtown hospital and have your blood type taken. That’s all that is asked of you. When you hear the sirens go off in your neighborhood, please make your way quickly, quietly, and safely to the hospitals. Sure enough, when you and your family get down there late on that Friday night, there is a long line, and they’ve got nurses and doctors coming out and pricking fingers and taking blood and putting labels on it.

Your wife and your kids are out there, and they take your blood type and they say, "Wait here in the parking lot and if we call your name, you can be dismissed and go home." You stand around, scared, with your neighbors, wondering what in the world is going on and if this is the end of the world.

Suddenly a young man comes running out of the hospital screaming. He’s yelling a name and waving a clipboard. What? He yells it again! And your son tugs on your jacket and says, Daddy, that’s me. "Before you know it, they have grabbed your boy. Wait a minute. Hold on!

And they say, "It’s okay, his blood is clean. His blood is pure. We want to make sure he doesn’t have the disease. We think he has got the right type."

Five tense minutes later, out come the doctors and nurses, crying and hugging one another-some are even laughing. It’s the first time you have seen anybody laugh in a week, and an old doctor walks up to you and says, "Thank you, sir. Your son’s blood type is perfect. It’s clean, it is pure, and we can make the vaccine."

As the word begins to spread all across that parking lot full of folks, people are screaming and praying and laughing and crying. But then the gray-haired doctor pulls you and your wife aside and says, "May we see you for a moment? We didn’t realize that the donor would be a minor and we need…we need you to sign a consent form."

You begin to sign and then you see that the number of pints of blood to be taken is empty. "H-how many pints?" And that is when the old doctor’s smile fades and he says, "We had no idea it would be little child. We weren’t prepared. We need it all!"

"But-but…You don’t understand…"

"We are talking about the world here. Please sign. We…we need it all!"

"But can’t you give him a transfusion?"

"If we had clean blood we would. Can you sign? Would you sign?" In numb silence, you do.

Then they say, "Would you like to have a moment with him before we begin?"

Can you walk back? Can you walk back to that room where he sits on a table saying, "Daddy? Mommy? What’s going on?" Can you take his hands and say, "Son, your mommy and I love you, and we would never ever let any thing happen to you that didn’t just have to be. Do you understand that?"

And when that old doctor comes back in and says, "I’m sorry, we’ve-got to get started. People all over the world are dying," can you leave? Can you walk out while he is saying, "Dad? Mom? Dad? Why, why have you forsaken me?"

And then next week, when they have the ceremony to honor your son, some folks sleep through it, and some folks don’t even come because they go to the lake, and some folks come with a pretentious smile and just pretend to care. Would you want to jump up and say, "MY SON DIED FOR YOU! DON’T YOU CARE?"

Is that what GOD wants to say? "MY SON DIED FOR YOU. DON’T YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE?"

"Father, seeing it from your eyes breaks our hearts. Maybe now we can begin to comprehend the great Love you have for us."

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Apr 03 2007

memorable present…

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Last sunday,after going to the cemetery,all my relatives came to my house to have lunch…i love reunion ^^…lol…

ok…back to the topic,one of my favourite aunt who knew my SPM result gave me a well-wrapped present as a reward jz as she entered my house n she asked me to open it at the spot.After I had thanked her,I started to open it…i can guess that it’ll b a very special present when i was openning the parcel since i used to receive present from her n she is really good in choosing present…

As i finish tearing the last piece of the wrapping paper,i was so excited to c a beautiful,tinned photo frame n on it is carved with tis—-CONGRATULATION! CHARISSA SPM 10As    MAR 2007….oh,how nice of her…want to c the nice photo frame..?? jz view my photo album…haha…^.~

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